Lost

have been so lost these few months.. not sure watever i'm doing is rite o wrong? i'm just feeling so so so lost.. seems like there isn't any suitable direction for me to move on.. it's even worse when i had a great fall from the top of my confidence level and now seems like gonna takes time to rebuild it.. omg~~ i'm jus feeling so USELESS rite now... yup.. and i guess some of u that follow me in FB. I did type a phrase 'EGO can bring you to enjoy the highest level of self-satisfaction but it also can drag you down to the lowest point of confidence'. yea..those KNS frens and family members did left some comments telling that i should have admit it earlier.. haha.. yea.. an EGO person leaving such phrase.. sure got sth wrong wif me rite? dun ask me what happen? i'm not sure..

STRESS?? of cos got la.. but it seems like it's not related to STRESS.. my besties advised me to had a long holiday.. and I DID!! tat was the longest leaves (10 days straight) that i'd taken ** yup.. during the time when my dad was hospitalised and THANK GOD! he's fine now ** and i should say tat's the best and worst time i had. haha... freak me out.. haha.. did nuthin except keep my mum accompany as my siblings are working. my sis went back to SG and bro went back to KL. so?? no one at home to make sure she's not kelam kabut..

RELATIONSHIP?? no wor.. liangzai n me quite ok.. stil fight all the times. but we do enjoy our new lives at new place.. haha.. 2 of us in 22' X 75' place.. yea.. house work is like killing me but no worries.. i jus hired a FOC phillipino he-maid ** liangzai **.. so he does all the cleaning and i'm sticking my butt on the chairs and make my fingers to do all the typing and clicking all the time right in front of my lappie. and when the stupid thing named 'INTERNET CONNECTION' doesnt work properly, i will then ask my IT specialist to gao tim the rest of the thing at once. AGAIN, it's Free of CHARGE!! how nice rite? yahoo~~

FINANCIAL?? er.. aiyo.. so PNC.. dowan to tel can o not? er.. ok la.. jus to fulfill all the curiousity out there.. nuthin to worry too.. cos my account balance will tinggal RM1 every end of the month due to high expenses and low salary. yea.. nuthin to be proud of.. but other way round, i'm quite proud to announce it out cos.. U THINK WANNA SPEND ALL YOUR MONEY SO EASY MEH?? SUMMORE NIT TO HAVE A BALANCE OF 1 BUCK.. hahaha... oh ya.. i kno what u all will think... I stil got liangzai ma.. liangzai's money is mine and mine is still mine rite? so pandai.. yea.. he even geng.. can left RM0.50 in his account.. oppss.. sorry dear, i gotta make u feel proud of this over here.. hahaa...

see?? i jus dunno wat happened to me.. i still can remember one of my juniors asked me abt my resolutions, my dreams and achievement i had throughout the years and etc etc.. and guess what? i'm totally BLANK.. so pathetic rite? ** opps.. i'd forgotten that i got a DSLR.. i'd forgotten that i'd just move in to my new place.. i'd forgotten that i'd a nice trip wif my bunch of craziest frens to phuket and my dearest liangzai... these are all considered as some of my achievements rite? **

i went home last weekend and enjoy the times at home.. yea.. do nuthin but keep my fingers to do the job rite in front of my lappie and also keep my mouth do the job for making sure all the food are digested starting from my mouth down to the throat then down to my tummy and make sure it come out become SHIT! haha.. hard job, u kno.. cos some medical articles mentioned that ladies got the highest percentage of kena CONSTIPATION.. so? gotta make sure this dont hit me lo.. o else whole face pimples again.. aiyo...

so how?? apa macam?? apa buleh buat?? =.=" have u all been thru this?? i think i'm moving into DEPRESSION stage.

Home Cook Curry Chicken

i dunno wat happened to me today as the curry chicken's recipe popped out into my mind out of sudden. haha.. This is the first time i'm trying this out.

Early morning went to the market and get all the stuff i wanted.

Ingredients (3-4 Servings)
1. Half Chicken (Depends on which part you prefer.. haha.. some ppl prefer thigh part.. some ppl prefer breast) - chopped into small pieces - marinated with soy sauce for 30-45mins.
2. Small Onions - 10 - chopped
3. Garlic - 5 - chopped
4. Ginger - 3-4 slices - chopped
5. Curry Powder - 1 packet - 24gm
6. Carrot - 2 - cubed
7. Curry Leaves - 20-30pcs ** secukup rasa **
8. Salt ** secukup rasa **
9. Potatoes - 3 - cubed
10. Coconut Milk - 100gm
11. Water

Steps
1. Deep fry potatoes till it turned to golden.
2. Scoop the extra oil out.
3. Stir fry onions, garlic, ginger & curry leaves till fragrant.
4. Add in chicken and stir fry.
5. Mix curry powder with water & add into the chicken.
6. Add carrots & potatoes.
7. Add water until it's covering the ingredients.
8. Add in salt.
9. Simmer with High temperature for 15mins.
10. Turn the temperature to low and simmer for another 15-20mins.
11. Add in Coconut Milk and simmer for another 3-5 mins.
12. Ready to be served.

haha.. well, it's not because we're small eaters. it just that there are other dishes. That's y i don't dare to cook that much since it's my first time rite? hahaha.. well, it turned out YUMMY.. another Self-satisfaction project!

Don't Jealous OK??

yes!! sporting n frenly guy! handsome and man.. aiyo... dear ladies, don't get jeles when u see this ya.. wahahaha.. i'm damn excited and syok till.... dunno how to describe.. wahhaha..hope he browsed in my blog and leave some comments..

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TADA.... KEVIN CHENG 郑嘉颖
he took pic wif liangmui... OMG!!! crazy over him...

ok.. Dear Ladies... Don't Get JEALOUS ok??

Phuket Trip Day 2... (Part 3)

aiyo.. I'M STILL ALIVE LA.. just tat i'm lazy to update my blog d.. hahhaa... continue continue...

4th Destination... Monkey Island.. to see all the monkeys.. female, male and kids..wahahha...

Male Monkey..
Female one...

We were advised not to touch the monkeys.. but the monkeys molested us wor.. can sue them o not ar?

after short break in the island, we proceeded to Phi Phi Island. Now onli i kno Phi Phi island consists of 2 islands. Phi Phi Leh & Phi Phi Don.

We stopped at one of the island to have our lunch. Buffet style.. taste so-so. but stil can eat la.. but i was reali exhausted d... so after lunch, i had my own sweet nap. :D

break for 1 hour.. then heading to next station.. the other Phi Phi island. This island got better scenery. Smooth sand.. Lotsa ppl.. Nice sea..

see.... tat's the way we enjoy ourselves.. wahahha... at first planned to make a sandcastle but then we changed it to fool the other fren :) salute him for his sporting-ness!

Phuket Trip... Day 2 (Part 2)

paisei for not updating my blog for some time.. now i continue my trip post ya.. :)

2nd destination - Pileh Cove..



basically.. nuthin much :) but u can reali enjoy the scenery.. and also crystal clear water.. most of the boats are stopping aside for the tourists to enjoy the scenery. the weather was nice. not too shiny nor too windy.. ngam ngam..u can feel the sea breeze swaying along ur skin.. phew~~ damn relaxing..

after stopping for some time, reach 3rd destination..

Viking Cave..


This was the place where orang zaman dulu dulu stay de. The tour guide said there are some drawings on the walls of the cave.. neh.. those we studied in our History subject during scool days.. haha.. not sure how true.. cos we din get the chance to get into the cave. Now it has become the place to get birds' nests. wow!! some security guards are hired to stay there to protect the birds. :)


crystal clear water.. see.. can see the fishes ler.. but i think the fishes are reali hungry cos when we threw the bananas and breads, the fishes are like the jaws that smells blood.. rushing for the food. And surprisingly, the food was like 'Now you see it.. now you don't' in less than 5 seconds.. can you imagine that?